Unforgivable

Ever watch those YouTube videos that are "Unforgivable"? You should. They're not great or amazing, but there's something about it that makes me laugh like no other. Now, you tell me...is that unforgivable?

Easy?

Ever have to let someone down easy? How'd you do it? Did you actually do it, or did you chicken out and let someone do it for you? Fuck that crap... There's no way of letting someone down easy. You're always going to hurt someone - and if you're a human being with a soul - you'll feel really shitty about it, too. Try it...It sucks. I'm, generally, a nice person. I don't like hurting people's feelings, but damn it...sometimes it's just flipping unavoidable, now, isn't it? Damn it, I hate feeling like scum of the earth when I hurt someone... Sucks, huh?

Mean People

You know how people are always saying that mean people suck? Well, when you're a mean person, do you feel like you suck or do you think it's okay? For example, I had to be mean today, and I totally felt like I sucked. When was the last time you actually thought about that?

People Suck

So, speech kids have their own thing to do and people don't really understand them. That's fine. What's not fine is the stupid people who are paid to judge speech kids. Why is it that mediocrity is rewarded in events such as speech where excellence should be the issue. People are just dumb. Don't write that a kid sucks without telling him or her why. It goes back to freaking Disney and Bambi - If you don't have anything nice to say, don't fucken bother saying it. Thank you - Management :)

Loving/Liking Sucks

Was just thinking that loving or liking someone really sucks! It feels like a huge game which begs the questions: Why can't it all be laid out? What's so bad about showing your hand? I mean, okay, so you're likely to get hurt, and that'll happen regardless of putting all your junk out there, but if you take out all the game-playing bullshit, you're left with honesty and truth...aren't you? I'm honest about how I feel and still, there's games.

Then again, maybe it just needs to take its course...I mean, we've only been "talking" for a few days and I shouldn't feel like one missed day of conversation - conversation that doesn't usually amount to much - means anything. Or, I could be rationalizing everything and making excuses. Aaagh! I hate games and feeling like I've been or am being played...I don't want games. I want what's real and it seems to be eluding me yet again... Man, that sucks...

Random Thoughts

So, my friend, Reid, was in town this past week, and throughout the week, he kept saying things that pop into his head. They're totally random and it's really funny. For example, earlier today, he asked the question: Who changes the lights for the traffic lights? I mean, really...who thinks of that? More importantly - is there someone who actually has that job? And how many times in a day do you think he/she thinks about not having that job? Earlier tonight, he asked a friend of mine, "Why doesn't God pay child support?" If you think about it, it's pretty funny...and full of common sense. If God is the father of us all and our moms are our moms, why doesn't God pay child support? Just random thoughts that he shares with me and my friends...thought I'd share them with you...

Can't Sleep

It's just too crazy that I'll fall asleep at a decent hour - like 10:30 or 11 and I'll wake up at around 3 - 3:30 or at around 5 - 5:30 for no reason whatsoever! Not being able to sleep kinda sucks, but what can you do? I hate not being able to sleep and then crashing hard when there's stuff I want to do...like watch television. Oh well.

Crappy Things

I was watching the news this morning, and do you know what I saw? There was a segment about how there is a vendor in Florida who is deep frying coke. Apparently, "you mix coke with funnel cake batter and deep fry. You can top it off with whipped cream and a cherry." Okay, is it just me or do people really find this crap newsworthy? I mean, come on! Aren't there more important things than the deep frying of coke? I just don't understand what people are thinking!

I reference my earlier comments on stupid people...they totally apply here!

Stupidity

It used to be that stupidity was regulated through birth control, but it seems that even that has failed. It's just really disappointing to know that, now that birth control is available to the masses, its use has decreased when, in fact, it should be increasing exponentially. I mean, it's fucking free for crying out loud, and still, there are morons in the world. What're you gonna do?